lexuss424

She was alone, sad and had no where to turn.
All through her life, no one made a difference to her.
No one made her feel loved or cared for.
She moved through daycare, school and extracurricular without blinking an eye.
She didn't have friends.
She didn't care about how people viewed her.
She moved silently without being noticed.
She was never invited out,
She was never cared about,
She was never loved.
She grew frustrated with who she was.
There was dreams of becoming someone,
Anything.
Someone that could make a difference
but she always doubted herself.
Then one day, she made a leap.
She went out for coffee with a man,
one hot beverage lead to locked eyes and smiles.
She met the one.
She fell in love with a man, a man that cared about her.
A man that loved her back with his entire heart.

If you could tear me only a bit more,
I don't know what I would do.
I'm torn between loving you,
and giving up on what we had.

For a single hour,
you can turn my world upside down.
coins falling out of pockets,
hair in a tousled mess,
emotions skewed.

Thank you for the good times,
while I try to forget the rough times.
We are who we are,
even though I wish we weren't.

Distracted,
she was meant to do something.

Hindered,
you're stopping her.

Fallen,
she can't get back up.

Broken,
you'll never help her.

Laugh,
something she'll never do.

Loved,
do you know what that is?

Mistaken,
she was taught well.

Heartbroken,
it's what you did to her.

Hidden,
she knows there is no escaping.

Beaten,
you taught her the meaning.

Stabbed,
her emotions and feelings are no more.

Haunted,
you'll never need her like she needs you.

Obsessed,
she dreams of her pain.

Desire,
why do what you do to her?

Devotion,
She will keep crawling back.

Good-bye,
She's gone now because of you.

You were such a big part of her life,
You did everything together.
She trusted you,
She told you everything.
All her feelings,
insecurities,
fears,
hopes.
Everything.

As time went by,
You began to drift apart.
She tried to talk to you,
to see you,
to be a part of your life.
You just gave up.

You tore her world apart,
leaving her alone and broken.
She thought she meant more to you,
Guess she was wrong.

It pains her to see you smile
because you were what made her smile.
She'll see you walking down the street,
at a bar,
with your new friends.
She hides her face,
scared that you'll see her pain.

You don't see her anymore,
you don't react to her anymore.
Before you were a friend and a lover,
turned sour and into a bitch,
now you're just a desirable treasure.

She doesn't want you,
she knows that.
She  wants the truth,
why you did what you did to her.

She'll never find her answer,
she'll never understand your methods.
She will forever be left in the dark,
she will forever be alone in this world without you

You were always there,
and then you faded.
You made my world cloudy,
full of emotions and fears.
Then you faded,
into this controlling fog.

How was I supposed to know,
that you'd leave me hanging.
Ropes wrapped tightly,
removing my breath from my lips.
You were always there,
until I was only left with a struggling memory.

You owed me,
you loved me,
you said you'd always be there for me.
Now you have turned your back,
now I can't even see you.

You won't talk to me,
You'll just lay around.
You pretend to care,
but I know you don't.

I can't ever leave you,
you've meant so much to me,
what should I do?

I have become accustomed to your morals,
to your fake truths,
I have become desensitized to the world.
I am numb now,
living in an illusion